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What a fucking waste of time this has been.
I mean WHO THE FUCK does shit like this?
You know, I really fucking hate myself sometimes.
Often I find myself standing in front of a mirror and saying
something along the lines of, “Why can’t you just be normal
you spineless sack of shit?” or “Get the fuck over it you cunt,”
or “Go kill yourself.”

Turn off your emotions.
Turn off your head.
Turn off your memories.
And turn off the fucking drama.

Turn it all off.

Yeah fuck it.
Let’s just go home.
Work out.
Eat right.
Do your homework.
Get your stupidass English degree and somehow get a job

with that dumb fucking major and waste of fucking life.
Then somehow make money to pay off debts and get shit

you don’t need so that you can:
1. Be liked by people you don’t like.
2. Bang chicks you could give two shits about.
3. Get into heroin and ease the pain.
4. Put a bullet to your brain at 40 to end it all.
5. Slowly die because you suck so much that you missed
your goddamned brain at point blank range.
6. Go to hell so that you can say “fuck you” to the Devil.
7. Climb up to heaven, sucker punch Saint Peter, and
defile a pretty angel gal just to piss God off.
8. AND FINALLY.
a. Be normal.

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