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And I like cute things.
          Especially since I’m a cute thing myself.

     She also really enjoys iced mochas. Never had one, but
maybe I should give it a try with her.

     Also—Lisa was a great role-play partner.
     Never did a sexy role-play with her. She does it all the
time with her female friends, but I never did it with her even
though she presented dozens of opportunities. The whole
thing just never clicked with me really. I have this weird thing
where my mind immediately erases someone’s vagina from
any mental pictures I would make of them the moment that
we’ve entered the so-called “friend zone.”
     Oh.
     And she was also way too into bondage.
     Thankfully, I wasn’t.

     Huh…

     Lisa’s weird.
          What did I like about this girl again?
          Shit—alright let’s make a list:
               ● She’s cute.
               ● She’s a good artist.
               ● She’s pretty.
               ● She’s …

     …

     Look, there’s more to it than that. There has to be. I’m
pretty sure of it. I mean, if that was it, then why the fuck am I
doing this? Embarking on a journey to Upstate New York to
do what?

          To get laid?

     No.
          No. No. No. No. No. NO.

     God I hope that’s not it, cause what the hell?

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