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JdLcqYhrisieveitrnhfgouull' nwhthhen hefirst1yn. Pete was                                                          cold road, taking in her form, trying to remem-
           e opp    osi.te   me.t oce                                                                              ber .what to do, what not to move. He gently
                            diirecu.on,  in many ways.                                                             straIghtened her body so she was sitting back

loud In ~ ts were dark as usual, filled with the                                                                   against the seat, and her eyes Buttered as she
                                                                                                                   began to moan. The noise frightened Pete and
the receUnSICfipuhmppi ~ng through his small car and                                                               resembled a wounded, terrified animal.
he wouldt g t with his father. He was scared

StthhP.oISeudrgndhotnstnhnwo,etHreheavfwleeaesetnl.nhogoupgeah1nedmssoandneedyspertreoactkeml.easkseA. srHehniset         "It's okay," he said, his voice surprisingly
                                                                                                                   soothing and calm. "I'm right here with you,"
Ieafy trown the   wm. dmi g road framed with tall,                                                                 he put his hand on her warm shoulder, check-
                                                                                                                   ing for bleeding around her neck and head.
The woeeIsd, not  a' smg 1e thmi g was a joy to him.                                                               He saw none, but her shirt was dribbled in
                  co 1o1r ess and empty. And that's                                                                blood. Her face was red and swelling, and she
when hirwhas

lLlronda ISb e.art stoppe d , as he saw a small black                                                              was groaning. "It's okay," he said again, soft-

cornplet Iuned .in a diitcnh, crumpled into itself.                                                                ly into the car. "I'm Pete, I don't think we've

srnoke e'y: With the windshield shattered and                                                                      met before." He paused

frorn hnsmg dutifully                                                                                              and suppressed the urge

recti atehen' gme. Di-              He described to her the line of to shudder. "You're a
                                                                                                                   beautiful young lady,"
WasY ead to his right        skyscrapers in New York City and                                                      he told her. Her moans
                                                                                                                   were smaller noW, and
With a blue mi"nt-van          how touching notes are when                                                         soft. He inhaled deeply.
lslowl an   ld      woman '   played softly on a piano .... But
                er
           0

self entangling her-

Pete rosml th e front seat.  mostly he told her it would be okay.                                                  "You have the prettiest
brak ammed on his                                                                                                  brown hair," he said,

the reos dand squealed off                                                                                         studying the pile of disheveled curls. "I'm not

shoul~ , PHu~lingbeside the mini-van onto the                                                                      going to move you because Ithink it may hurt

hI'S handr. IS heart was wrestling in his chest,                                                                   a little. So let's just sit like this for a bit," he

ran to th s pum pm. g up and down wildly as he                                                                     spoke calmly, and his gentle words eased her

under a se woman's side. ''I'm fine," she said, in                                                                 mind from the blackness of extreme pain.

the road ec"oPnd .mouo..nmg to the Honda across                                                                           They sat together like that for years it
                                                                                                                   seemed. He told her all about his father and
"There w. lease,"hs e pleaded in a thin voice.

ttoI, and aIsagirld" nvmg that car, she lost con-                                                                  mother and his baby sister. He talked (0 her

      " swerved"                                                                                                   about his apartment and the beautiful view
                                                                                                                   outside the window, of a lone tree with a bird's
sutprisCedall 9-h1-1 ',,' Pete yelled at the woman,                                                                nest. He told her anything beautiful that he
                                                                                                                   could grasp, and suddenly, in the face of losing
W'Ith his aht t e rise m. hiIS voice, as he fumbled                                                                all that the world held, it seemed (0 be the most
                                                                                                                   extraordinary of places. He talked about the
t. A C~l;~: and threw it into her hands.

bhlck and           ead swept through Pete's body,

efore r u~easy. Pete did not look both ways

thoInk twuonnm g across the street. He did not                                                                     sound all babies make when they're born and
                                                                                                                   the way their fat bodies tumble. He described
a' girl, heIcebwh en h e saw the depleted shape of-                                                                to her the line of skyscrapers in New York City
                                                                                                                   and how touching notes are when played softly
and lYingr od y contorted in unnatural ways                                                                        on a piano. He told her about the sensation of
                                                                                                                   diving into cool water on a warm day and soft
    "B 1across her steeeerning w h eer1.

ien aso the0dy shi t," h e prayed, he wrenched

P ease be al~or. Please be alive, please be alive,

           lve . H e san k beside the seat on the
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