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nights spend drinking from paper balloons back roam
I gave you the seed
you gave me manhood
while mother qoose was being laid in the
FILM CLIP II.
turgidly I pass the hours
unable to DDve in the dying love
lIfY hand approaches your throat; choking ~
yet at the same time
stroking your neck up and down
the white-syrop word flow 'from your .1!IOuth
passifying you again in artificial joy
hatred in nailing me in place
III.
walking with half a buttocks
the cat passes
into awareness
a year lost building the road
my fi.nqer nail pricked inside my nose
and deposited f!fJ.y brain in the cat' s milk
a lousy investment
for now the cat is nursing others
having been weaned from the cat
I seek love
I touch her so gently
like a doctor ex:amining a sagging breast
seems love always has a spreading lump
F'IIlI CLIP·III.
I place a stack of discs on the stereo
hoping each oc::mponenot f life
can p~y in unison
then each speaker di.vides
the whole in two
again
the cat is a:aong conm::mthieves
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