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SWINGING

                 Woman and man.
                       Colliding.
                           Loving.

                     Fire and Ice.
                  melting. burning

                    until I am lost
                      Yet saved.
                      Confusion
                      Me or him?

             Extensions of ourselves
    Tangling me into whippoorwill songs
tom between a melody and a tormented cry.

                SmUes and dimples
                Hugs with soft arms
       and shining eyes not yet touched
                by the world's pain.
              Unabandoned laughter

                  A tinkling melody
                    In praise of life

     Wanting to capture the happy times
                         Forever

             and leave the bad buried
                 like a rotten bone.

                  Fights and anger
                   Thunder within
            A tumbling house of glass
                How I long to be out
             in the warmth of the sun
  to renounce this curse called motherhood
                   And yet. to stay.
            I must remember that even
   As a child, when I delighted in swinging
   Lifting myself higher and higher so that
   My feet reached for the sky one moment
        and the next touched solid earth.

                                                          -Catherine Kuhn

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