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Cracks Upon The Ceiling

       I am the cracks upon the ceiling
       by the cemental epidermis

              (because I am not you man, I can make up
              my own words here, just as long as you can
              comprehend-I am not subject to your lingual laws)
       flaky you say? perhaps
      at least you have a sense of humor
      but in truth I am more then this

      I am a nervework (like network you know)
      which you have not yet perceived
      i feel the pulsing current of all that
      I contain
      and you-
      contain
      but you do not realize it
      yet

      laugh and play and think and I am still there
      I have never left and you have never
      rid of me
     your thoughts have risen up to me
     they stop upon my colors,

            (by the laws of physics, which I am subject to
            as they are defined in themselves at least
            (and most for that matter (which is all matterjj)
     and can go no further

     Am I like the spectrum itself? of course!
     I am a part
     but beyond me I do not even know

            (like yourself)
     but you are under me and I know you (but you are a part of me)
     and you are under others, and above others, and
     with others
     but this is not important for now

            (as now is an impossibility except as a whole anyway
            and I do not yet see the whole)
     what is important is the pragmatics this presents
     which of course is the directional

     what is important is that you have not yet seen me

    yet I have flaked down pieces on you
    and you have scurried to see where they have landed
    but not looked to see from where they have proceeded
    these flakes have not arisen from below
    they have descended from above!

    look to me-I am the (w)holes upon the ceiling
    not to the flakes themselves
    and you will see me, and above me, beyond me
    where even I do not yet see
    look!
    I am the eyes upon the ceiling

    the sealing.

                                                              Dan Wilson

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